There has been much tomfoolery going on lately. I doubt anybody has missed me but I am still around. Lots of stuff going on in my personal life, my son got locked up , I got engaged then he took the ring back ( I got in troubleeeeeeeeeee) but I got it back from him with a lil thowd magic. *giggles* All the while still trynna hold on to this last lil piece of sanity I call a mind. I wanna talk about my son but he doesnt wanna be included in my blogs, so instead I'll talk about my part of the situation. I feel like a bad parent I let him go hang out when I knew he had curfew. Next thing I know Im getting a call from the police. And since this wasnt his first time at the rodeo he didnt get to come back home. I miss my big baby, he makes me smile, even tho he messed up I'm still proud to be his mom.
I haven't been able to express myself much lately cuz my favorite websites have lost they fucking minds. Matter of fact let me change the links I have associated with this here blog because one site is no longer valid, it was reborn as TC 2.0 but its rather slow and just not the same as the original. Dayum you super.
Things are going good with my mental health tho, I'm not depressed but then to I'm usually not depressed, more of a slightly sad. But even with my son being locked up I have been in good spirits. No more all nighters up watching tv I actually go to bed at a sensible time and I feel refreshed when I wake up. I haven't run anybody over lately that's for sure and I haven't went to jail neither . Thank ya Jesus!!!
My best friend recently became a grandmother, it took me back to when I got pregnant with my first son at the tender age of 15. I had to help her understand why her daughter didn't come to her for help before she did. It was kinda weird using that part of my life to help somebody else go thru it, that I could relate and and be helpful in any kind of way. But imma god aunty, kind of makes me want a baby until I remember I would have to start all the way over from the beginning again. And my baby girl is 9 and my oldest will be 18 this yr, its too late for me to want a new baby, I may get a puppy, but we all know my track record with dogs. :(
It feels good sharing my thoughts and feelings with you guys even tho we are all anonymous beings on the innanets except for those of you I have gotten to know a lil more personally.
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